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When I browse the index of
"things they never told me,"
I like to rest my fingertip on
"seemingly insignificant moments
tend to matter most."
I'm ignoring all the formal portraits
for the candids.
You admiring the cobblestones
(we thought they were originals)
in the old end of Boston,
picking out what houses were made
of colonial brick,
and which weren't.
Kissing my shoulder
as I tried to write,
which kidnapped my words
but I couldn't be angry.
Your expression when
you caught me sneaking a snapshot
at the restaurant
that you didn't want saved,
(or sent to your mother.)
While I can still remember
exactly what you wore
the first time we met,
it dulls in comparison
to these stills
in moving color.
"things they never told me,"
I like to rest my fingertip on
"seemingly insignificant moments
tend to matter most."
I'm ignoring all the formal portraits
for the candids.
You admiring the cobblestones
(we thought they were originals)
in the old end of Boston,
picking out what houses were made
of colonial brick,
and which weren't.
Kissing my shoulder
as I tried to write,
which kidnapped my words
but I couldn't be angry.
Your expression when
you caught me sneaking a snapshot
at the restaurant
that you didn't want saved,
(or sent to your mother.)
While I can still remember
exactly what you wore
the first time we met,
it dulls in comparison
to these stills
in moving color.
Literature
bataillon
je ne peux plus
fortifier
mon cœur de guerre
contre toi ;
tu es un mort
en miniature,
une petite exécution.
chaque fois que j’essaie
de regarder tes yeux
sans reculer,
je suis assassinée.
et tu me dis
“dans ce monde,
on est ou on suit.”
je suis.
Literature
subjectification
I slept naked under the brush
of your december bluewhite erasure
knowing you were recreating earth
beneath a sheet of lithium carbonate
(taking some and taking some
to market)
I am sorry for the ghosts
left scratched into glass sculpture
for the salted moon and sugarglazed eyes
and all the little fibrous tears
muscles weary, november trembling
as a product of creation
for your exhaustion, as it extends
to every stroke and every color
for the stoking of the fire
before the coolwet winds of early winter
come and take me home
I didn't mean to leave, but you
were far too luminous to sta
Literature
Zemi
Things having to be returned to their transparency:
i.
/ green mist-earth / knit
atmosphere / fathomless
blue-lavender / lights
spun out from light
ii.
are recalcitrance / and you
are convergence
& - a fingernail of summer
- a melting of rain
- a crown of flowers
- a priest of sunsets
(beautiful? I love you, because. Zemi.
Zemi. are you beautiful because I love
you? Zemi? )
iii.
I imagine this is what it's like to breathe sea foam
over the Cliffs of Moher: hydration. absolution.
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Harrison is a blessing, and the little moments I have with him tend to be the ones I love most. I have so many catalogued in my brain that I save for I-miss-you-much days, though I peruse all of them pretty constantly. There were way too many to fit in this one poem, but I'll have to catalogue them in writing somehow in the near future. I'll never forget all the little moments I have in my head, but I figure he'd appreciate knowing what aspects of our time together have stuck out to me.
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